a talk with sammy

9.13.2016

I don't have time to keep writing today, but I can't stop. Too much to sort out.

My friend Chris is an Animal Communicator. We've known each other for 16 years, but haven't seen each other in about 5 (since Derek died!). I called her today...I really needed to talk to Sammy. I keep hearing him around the house, but don't feel like he's connected to me, close to me.

When I called her, she immediately said, "Oh, honey. What's going on? Your whole body is in overdrive. Your heart is broken. You're really depleted and your spirit is floating--you need to get your spiritual feet on the ground again, before you have that option taken away from you. You need to ask your guides what you need to learn from whatever experiences you're having so that you can be free from them. Don't forget to ask only for what comes through the white light--you MUST set BOUNDARIES. Boundaries, boundaries. I can't say that enough. Your doors are wide open in your weakened state. It requires a lot of energy to be aware of that and keep them closed to anyone without the highest intention. But you have to. Don't open your doors right now to strangers--don't open your body, your mind, or your spirit. You know how to feel who is a stranger, too...sometimes strangers are people you know, and sometimes people who are new to you are not strangers. Remember to trust yourself."

Well...that's a loaded and timely message. Yep. More crying. I cannot believe that I never used to cry. Now I am a wuss.

On the Sammy front, I heard from Chris what I expected to hear. He feels great, he is a MIGHTY creature now, no longer trapped in a weak body. His spirit had nearly left his body by the time Dr. Russell and I helped him finish leaving--it was being pulled out of his body, and was so far gone that his awareness of what was happening was negligible. He is with Loki; he has been with Derek, but is now on an even higher plane--while Derek still has work he wants to complete where he is (though he is well and whole, too!). Sam and Loki are trying to be with me, but I'm allowing pain to block their ability to "get in." I have gotten too far from my spirituality over the past few years while caring for my friend who recently died...I need to get back to my practice, my openness. Spirit tried to remind me of this recently, giving me a "sign" that I am still connected. (I wonder if this was my spoon bending?!)

Wrapping up on a funny note, Chris said "Samson has an image for you." She started laughing. She said, "Do you know what the Arm and Hammer logo looks like?" Of course I do...I keep a box of baking soda in my fridge, and once I was trying to clean Sam's pillow with it...and he climbed into the pillow before I vacuumed it out, and got all dusty white! He was NOT happy. She said that Sam was sending the image of the muscular arm, with the hammer, on the front of the box. He told me that I needed to call that image to mind to reconnect with my power and remember to close my doors to anyone that's not trying to enter through white light. Okay...I can go with that :-) Off to close my doors, turn OFF my mind, turn ON some Netflix while I cook and clean and prep for tomorrow. This day has drained me, emotionally!!